So my friend and I keep having these conversations about how we struggle with things that take time or only improve in small increments. Healing, spiritual growth, relationships, adjustments, conflicts, learning and even tackling to-do lists all take time. They are not instant.
“Tiāntiān shàng shàng.” We remind one another. Or, rather, she reminds me. I still have to look the words up every time to remember what they are. I usually say “every day on” or “continual progression” instead…
But the point is, we must constantly remind and encourage one another in this. In various aspects of our lives. Including growing closer to God and becoming more like Christ. We both have this tendency to want to have it all fixed or figured out from the moment God begins to show us something new.
Which is probably why the sixth word in today’s lectio grabbed my attention so.
Today we read from Acts 10:17-23.
It’s part of the story of Peter and Cornelius.
Now while Peter was greatly perplexed in mind as to what the vision which he had seen might be, behold, the men who had been sent by Cornelius, having asked directions for Simon’s house, appeared at the gate; and calling out, they were asking whether Simon, who was also called Peter, was staying there. While Peter was reflecting on the vision, the Spirit said to him, “Behold, three men are looking for you. 20 But get up, go downstairs and accompany them without misgivings, for I have sent them Myself.” Peter went down to the men and said, “Behold, I am the one you are looking for; what is the reason for which you have come?” They said, “Cornelius, a centurion, a righteous and God-fearing man well spoken of by the entire nation of the Jews, was divinely directed by a holy angel to send for you to come to his house and hear a message from you.” So he invited them in and gave them lodging. And on the next day he got up and went away with them, and some of the brethren from Joppa accompanied him.
The sixth word?
Perplexed.
Peter was perplexed.
God had just given him a vision of a huge smorgasbord of clean and unclean food on a sheet which had been lowered from heaven and which he was instructed – but didn’t want – to eat. (You can read that part of the story here.)
And Peter was perplexed.
He didn’t get it at first.
Verse 19 lets us know he was reflecting on the vision.
God was showing him something. Something new, something good, something profound… and I think Peter knew that. But he didn’t fully get it.
It wasn’t instant.
The full revelation and ramifications took some time.
Even when the Spirit told Peter to go with the visitors – without misgivings – it seems as though it doesn’t quite connect yet.
But two days later (and in verses beyond today’s reading) Peter is in the house of Cornelius, the centurion, who is decidedly not a Jew. And in case you need reminded or never knew, it was not cool for Jews to enter the homes of or eat with Gentiles. Gentiles were unclean. It was simply not done. And when Peter comes in he says “God has shown me that I should not call any man unholy or unclean.”
He got it.
But wait, there’s more!
Then while Peter is sharing the good news with these “unclean” Gentiles, the Holy Spirit comes in upon them. Gentiles! Even before they were baptized! This becomes a moment that gets referred back to later in Acts… the ramifications of Peter’s vision and God including Gentiles in His salvation story continue on.
Continue on.
Continual progression.
Tiāntiān shàng shàng.
It’s okay that things aren’t instant.
Really.
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