Finding and attaining a job is not as easy as it once was…
Gone are the days of walking into a place, filling out an application, sticking around long enough to be noticed and then interviewed by the boss and walking out with a job.
*sigh*
Now there are fancy resumes and first interviews and second interviews and knowing what to say and how to respond and proper handshakes and thank yous and call backs and waiting and stress. Plus trying to understand the job requirements and duties and the culture and figuring out if this is the right place to be (physically, mentally, emotionally and yes, even field-wise).
Or if I even have a choice.
I have bills which means I need money which means I need a job. Yesterday.
Desperation is a hard place to be.
I know full well from experience that if I jump into something I’m not suited for or high-stress and long hours that my body will react strongly – which just makes everything worse and I could lose the job (or my sanity). Yet such things are so hard to explain to those around me who think I need to take anything offered to me without reserve and offer “proverbs of ashes” (note Job 13.12) such as “you can’t look a gift horse in the mouth” and “beggars can’t be choosers.”
But I feel guilty for turning down a job offer when I am so desperate for income.
*sigh*